i just cannot do this right i cannot handle having 4 essays due tomorrow alongside an oral spanish grade and a spanish listening grade and a calculus project and i just need to sleep
today was just not good. like it’s 1:47 am right now i leave in about 14 hours for college (moving in sunday) and i am like 30% packed and i don’t care. just so stressed. my grandfather was taken to the hospital this evening. he was unresponsive to anything at home. they found him to be severely dehydrated. basically his Alzheimer’s is taking him down 5 steps at a time instead of a drawn out process. within the last week he’s just deteriorated so badly. they think he may have had a stroke so they’re keeping him until monday. my dad is so upset over this and it kills me. and he has to help move me in this weekend and like this is the largest amount of stress i have felt in a very long time. i am so worried and idk i can’t handle all of this right now. i’m just gonna go sleep and try to get up early and pack and then fail miserably.
